Sunday, April 18, 2010


It's been forever since I have blogged. Life has been doesn't seem to be slowing down, either. Usually when life gets too busy, I feel a little farther from God. I'm at that point right now, which results in life being very frustrating. I just want to get my thoughts out, I promise a more positive post with pictures will be next :)

I'm frustrated that ...

I am gone most of April...even if it is for fun things.
I haven't lost more weight.
what I do, never seems to be enough.
when I seem to be doing well in training or weight loss, another medical issue comes up.
my job isn't secure.
I'm frustrated with being single.
I've lost touch with some people I care about this year.
a significant amount of people don't understand this transition time I'm in.
there never seems to be enough money.
I can't seem to let go of some things.
I don't see my dad ever.
my car is never clean.

Some of those are small things, and others bigger, but in the end, I know I have a God who takes care of them all. Thanks for caring enough to read my venting. :)

Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. Romans 12:12


Christy said...

i love you chris!!!!!

Mama Mote said...

I sometimes feel the same way and I'm feeling a little lonely sometimes. I volunteer with some fun people, I'm in a Bible Study group now with some great ladies, but when I'm not doing those things, I stay at home and get nothing done and I really want to be more active in the community. It's coming, though, slow as it is. I miss seeing you and all the "gang" around. Maybe someday. I still haven't called Katie. Gotta do that finally. hugs

Melissa B. said...

Love ya Chris. You know I'm always a shoulder to cry on and an ear to listen to you vent. Can't promise we can solve anything but sometimes sharing with someone helps.

Anonymous said...

Hi , Some times it seems everything is going wrong but things will get better with the love of your family and friends....Some times it takes longer than we think but it does.... Love you, G-Ma